#throwback his and her memories :')
7/9/2013
our first met- heading to desa water park
invited by him randomly and suddenly :P
and although kept driving the wrong way xDD
first met his parents at that time too
hehe (*shy)
because we arrived late there
many facilities closed ;(
but still had fun with him
really afraid to swim
felt sorry to him
after that we had dinner
originally we wanted to have chicken clay pot rice
but haven't opened yet
so had other dishes as our dinner
he dated me out the next day
but sorry I couldn't
10/9/2013
heading to his house for lunch :)
as he said he cooked for him the previous day
had fried rice which was prepaid by him
the fried rice was quite salty for me ><
hehe
but was really nice
thanks :D
Then
followed him to his office to settle his things
waited till fall asleep in this car :P
back to his house
helped him do facial
actually not facial
is just squeezed the pimples
LOL
kept asking me for many times already
and I kept mentioning to him
I really don't know how
went home then
Surprising things happened to me!
he sent fb relationship confirmation to me!
felt like: what's going on?!
too suddenly
*shy
Anyway
relationship of his and her began
and then
he asked me to movie the next day xDD
hehehehe
yeepyyy!!!
can't wait till the next day
11/9/2013
this day consider as our first date since our relationship confirmed
movie time after the class!!
made me can't concentrate at class
he was really handsome that day
had a nice date with him ♥
loved to hold his hand tight when walking in the complex :):)
13/9/2013
Dating again!♥
originally he wanted to celebrate Valentine's Day on the next day
but I couldn't :(
sorryyyy
so made it earlier celebration
the original plan that planned by him was going to waterfall then eat sushi
we had our deal
as he said he will come to pick up me at 12pm
but he woke up late
blamed me not a good girlfriend by not waking him up
=3=
finally reached
few people there as the day is not holiday
but after that just he and she
monkey stole his breakfast when I came out from changing clothes
hahahaha
Well
felt no fun there after some times
then we went for our next station-sushi lunch
but don't know how we talked about Genting Highlands
then we decided to change our plan to genting highlands as I had not been there for a long time
correctly is my decision
we were happy in the car while on the road
everything went smooth until we reached the half way of the genting highlands
an accident happened on us
the car suddenly threw out and crashed when we turned the corner
I was totally freaked out on that moment
we were shocked and can't understand
how this could be?
we didn't drive fast speed also
my mood totally ruined
guilt and sorry filled up my feelings
if not I decided to genting highlands
this accident won't be happened :(:(
really felt sorry to him even until nowadays
this day really a unforgettable day
even though he said never mind
it was just an accident
17/9/2013
one week anniversary♥
he said he maybe will come to my school to wait me after work
hehehe
kept awaiting for his call in the class
finally he called and said that will wait me
this was the first time that got person wait for me after class
and the person was my loved
♥♥♥♥♥
but couldn't think that this was also the last time
awaiting and awaiting
why the time is so slow to pass :(
finally
the class ended
went to find him lurrr :3
classmate curious why am I leaved so fast
hehehe
couldn't find him as I am a "road idiot"
he should think that why am I so stupid
like that also couldn't find
at last I found after called him
*happy*
wanna hold his hand when walking but I didn't do so :(
stupid!
went back his house for shower
forced by him because I had been no wash hair for 2 days after treatment of straighten hair
even though he said never mind
it was just an accident
17/9/2013
one week anniversary♥
he said he maybe will come to my school to wait me after work
hehehe
kept awaiting for his call in the class
finally he called and said that will wait me
this was the first time that got person wait for me after class
and the person was my loved
♥♥♥♥♥
but couldn't think that this was also the last time
awaiting and awaiting
why the time is so slow to pass :(
finally
the class ended
went to find him lurrr :3
classmate curious why am I leaved so fast
hehehe
couldn't find him as I am a "road idiot"
he should think that why am I so stupid
like that also couldn't find
at last I found after called him
*happy*
wanna hold his hand when walking but I didn't do so :(
stupid!
went back his house for shower
forced by him because I had been no wash hair for 2 days after treatment of straighten hair
he had some cleanliness on himself but his room wasn't
quite untidy especially his bed
felt like wanna help him to tidy his room
then had a nap together as we were tired from work and school
18/9/2013
skipped class
because not feeling well
however
when he text me that asked me whether want to visit him
I replied yes immediately!
it was worth if just could see him no matter sick
heading to midvalley
but when I arrived
he told me that he no need to stay till 6pm already
hahaha ;);)
then we had mcd as lunch together
took nap together at his house again
20/9/2013
didn't find him because he had a bad mood
thought that wait till his mood okay then he would find me automatically
but I was wrong
21/9/2013
still waiting for his message
but an unexpected thing happened suddenly
when I saw his wechat moment
"You're not suitable for me!"
a text appeared
I was shocked and thinking was he saying me?
or saying others
I was just misunderstood
but the reality is cruel
he was really saying me
I couldn't believe and accept it
until I looked on my fb relationship there
it was deleted!
how this gonna be??!!
am I do something wrong?
he didn't tell or inform me anything
just left a message on the moment and deleted the relationship
then -the end-
my feeling at that moment was messed and angry
but then was sad filled up
I was really reconciled even until nowadays
why could he do this to me and like nothing happened to him
cruel
I am not a toy or a kid
you like you accept
you dislike you throw away
text him on wechat
I knew he wouldn't reply me as he mad
and he said before
but I just wanna said out my feelings
really unfair to me
but I really couldn't understand
am I wrong?
what was the reason?!
not suitable was just a excuse for me
I knew he won't say anything to me
and won't explain anything to me
sometimes I just thought that this was a dream
when I woke from dream
everything would remain the same
he was still my boyfriend
or
he would say:
"I was just kidding"
but
those were just my thought
those were real
he and she were really end
it was a lie if I said I am okay
it was a lie if I said I no sad
I put my real feelings in this relationship
I really love him
but so what?
he didn't want me
he left me alone
he threw me away
everything end
either the friendship
I think so
11 days
in these 11 days
thanks to him
for giving her a nice memory
she will never ever forget
thanks and sorry
wish him happiness
and found a person who suitable for him
=)
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