Love Memories

The day without him: day 7

The day if we still together: day 18

#throwback his and her memories :')

7/9/2013

our first met- heading to desa water park

invited by him randomly and suddenly :P

and although kept driving the wrong way xDD

first met his parents at that time too

hehe (*shy)

because we arrived late there

many facilities closed ;(

but still had fun with him

really afraid to swim

felt sorry to him

after that we had dinner

originally we wanted to have chicken clay pot rice

but haven't opened yet

so had other dishes as our dinner

he dated me out the next day

but sorry I couldn't

10/9/2013

heading to his house for lunch :)

as he said he cooked for him the previous day

had fried rice which was prepaid by him

the fried rice was quite salty for me ><

hehe

but was really nice

thanks :D 

Then

followed him to his office to settle his things

waited till fall asleep in this car :P

back to his house

helped him do facial

actually not facial 

is just squeezed the pimples

LOL

kept asking me for many times already

and I kept mentioning to him

I really don't know how

went home then

Surprising things happened to me!

he sent fb relationship confirmation to me!

felt like: what's going on?!

too suddenly

*shy

Anyway

relationship of his and her began

and then

he asked me to movie the next day xDD

hehehehe

yeepyyy!!!

can't wait till the next day

11/9/2013

this day consider as our first date since our relationship confirmed

movie time after the class!!

made me can't concentrate at class

he was really handsome that day

had a nice date with him ♥

loved to hold his hand tight when walking in the complex :):)

13/9/2013

Dating again!♥

originally he wanted to celebrate Valentine's Day on the next day

but I couldn't :(

sorryyyy

so made it earlier celebration

the original plan that planned by him was going to waterfall then eat sushi

we had our deal

as he said he will come to pick up me at 12pm

but he woke up late

blamed me not a good girlfriend by not waking him up

=3=

finally reached

few people there as the day is not holiday

but after that just he and she

monkey stole his breakfast when I came out from changing clothes

hahahaha

Well

felt no fun there after some times

then we went for our next station-sushi lunch

but don't know how we talked about Genting Highlands

then we decided to change our plan to genting highlands as I had not been there for a long time

correctly is my decision

we were happy in the car while on the road

everything went smooth until we reached the half way of the genting highlands

an accident happened on us

the car suddenly threw out and crashed when we turned the corner

I was totally freaked out on that moment

we were shocked and can't understand

how this could be?

we didn't drive fast speed also

my mood totally ruined

guilt and sorry filled up my feelings

if not I decided to genting highlands

this accident won't be happened :(:(

really felt sorry to him even until nowadays

this day really a unforgettable day
even though he said never mind
it was just an accident

17/9/2013
one week anniversary♥
he said he maybe will come to my school to wait me after work
hehehe
kept awaiting for his call in the class
finally he called and said that will wait me
this was the first time that got person wait for me after class
and the person was my loved
♥♥♥♥♥
but couldn't think that this was also the last time
awaiting and awaiting
why the time is so slow to pass :(
finally
the class ended
went to find him lurrr :3
classmate curious why am I leaved so fast
hehehe
couldn't find him as I am a "road idiot"
he should think that why am I so stupid
like that also couldn't find
at last I found after called him
*happy*
wanna hold his hand when walking but I didn't do so :(
stupid!
went back his house for shower
forced by him because I had been no wash hair for 2 days after treatment of straighten hair

he had some cleanliness on himself but his room wasn't

quite untidy especially his bed

felt like wanna help him to tidy his room

then had a nap together as we were tired from work and school

18/9/2013

skipped class

because not feeling well

however

when he text me that asked me whether want to visit him

I replied yes immediately!

it was worth if just could see him no matter sick

heading to midvalley

but when I arrived

he told me that he no need to stay till 6pm already

hahaha ;);)

then we had mcd as lunch together

took nap together at his house again

20/9/2013

didn't find him because he had a bad mood

thought that wait till his mood okay then he would find me automatically

but I was wrong

21/9/2013

still waiting for his message

but an unexpected thing happened suddenly

when I saw his wechat moment

"You're not suitable for me!"

a text appeared

I was shocked and thinking was he saying me?

or saying others

I was just misunderstood

but the reality is cruel

he was really saying me

I couldn't believe and accept it

until I looked on my fb relationship there

it was deleted!

how this gonna be??!!

am I do something wrong?

he didn't tell or inform me anything

just left a message on the moment and deleted the relationship

then -the end-

my feeling at that moment was messed and angry

but then was sad filled up

heart broken

I was really reconciled even until nowadays

why could he do this to me and like nothing happened to him

cruel

I am not a toy or a kid

you like you accept

you dislike you throw away

text him on wechat

I knew he wouldn't reply me as he mad

and he said before

but I just wanna said out my feelings

really unfair to me

but I really couldn't understand

am I wrong?

what was the reason?!

not suitable was just a excuse for me

I knew he won't say anything to me

and won't explain anything to me

sometimes I just thought that this was a dream

when I woke from dream

everything would remain the same

he was still my boyfriend

or

he would say:

"I was just kidding"

but

those were just my thought

those were real

he and she were really end

it was a lie if I said I am okay

it was a lie if I said I no sad

I put my real feelings in this relationship

I really love him

but so what?

he didn't want me

he left me alone

he threw me away

everything end

either the friendship

I think so

-his and her memories end here-

10/9/2013-21/9/2013

11 days

in these 11 days

thanks to him

for giving her a nice memory

she will never ever forget

thanks and sorry

wish him happiness

and found a person who suitable for him

=)

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